I haven't posted anything on here in forever it feels like...right now it's almost 3:40 in the morning...I can't sleep...too upset recently...thought about ending it twice this week XD...this is becoming a normal thing hahaha...I don't think it's a big deal since I never act upon it...anyways >>

Other then that all I've really been doing is school and working...occasional free time to play some video games...but I haven't really talked to any of my friends for prolly about a month now(two sec txts don't count )...I hate life atm...everyone is branching out into the world...going off to college, meeting new people, basically building a new foundation for the rest of their lives...sometimes I think I'm too needy or people think I'm too needy...but I really miss you guys a lot...hope college is going well...well in Grace's case IB ^^

No boyfriend still...and maybe it's a good thing now...cus I don't need any distractions...well anymore distractions...I would like to have someone be there for me though...cus I've noticed that I don't really have anyone...I had some people...but they're too busy with their own lives now haha...but I do wish them the best in the endeavors

Anyways...that's really all that's going on in my life is right now...feel free to txt or call or IM...well hope everyone is well...or getting there...

Love Always,
Mr. Leva (aka Joshua/Joshie )